December 20th

Today was my dad's birthday. He turned 49. What I don't understand is how a 49 year old man still cannot learn from his mistakes and continues to make the same ones. Then, of course, my sister and I are the ones that are in the wrong, according to him.
I had to call him to say Happy Birthday (to keep the peace of course) and then hear about my college decisions for an hour. I'm taking a break from college to work because I don't want to take any money from him. According to him, I'm wrong. Yet, he's always given us money to control us. I'm tired of it. I want nothing to do with him. It's been 23 years of hell for my sisters and I, why would I want to continue to deal with him at all?

Shiny and New

I keep telling myself I need to start a new blog since mine disappeared when DiaryX died a couple of years ago. Yet, I can never start it off again. It just seems like a lot of work to come in, create, and maintain. Of course, this is only because I procrastinate so much. Also, I kept waiting around hoping Codexed would get off the ground, but here we are fast approaching 2009 and no Codexed in sight. Not to mention, that by now I think the atmosphere and communtiy of DiaryX is long gone never to be found again.

Anywho, it's up now and I'm back to blogging. Although, I should probably be working seeing as I just spent the entire morning at the office checking my Gmail and adding Google Blogs to my Google Reader. So I guess, this is really jsut another way to put off getting some real work done here at the office.